Mouthpiece

I think frustration also has a shelf life. How long could i remain frustrated? My prelims start Nov 9 and for the last 10 days that i’ve been home, i’ve read not more than 15 pages of “tissue repair and healing” from robbins from which i’m sure not more than an MCQ is going to be asked. Before diwali, i was frustrated and all – making plans for the next day, setting alarms, time tables et al. But then i was gradually blessed with a serene peace-of-mind and as a result my days got filled with joie de vivre. I couldn’t care less about meeting deadlines, which are just human mind’s mal-inventions to keep themselves on toes- how stupid, considering we didn’t just evolve our feet to then walk like ungulate horses. And i couldn’t care less about how micro, pharmac and FMT would be completed for i believe that knowledge should be wholesome and breaking it into compartments is its commercialisation to help publishers. And i won’t help publishers. So then i had a clarity of mind and my frustration evaporated.

And, thank god, i’m going back to aurangabad tomorrow morning.